oh the life we lead

got basically all of my stuff moved out of the apartment on christmas eve and pretty much all unpacked. Only have a few small things left... and a fold up chair so its nice to have that out of the way.

For my grades, I did alright for the most part. I feel I should have gotten better grades in several classes but oh well.

I am still waiting for one grade, but everything else consists of:

Accounting : B-
Business Law : B
Intro to Macroeconomics : B
Business Statistics : D

I think i should have gotten better grades in macroeconomics and business stats. I have to retake business stats even though i passed it because since i am a business major i need to have a C- or better in that class to be able to take the next math class i need to take.. so lame. he was a stupid teacher and i need to make sure i have another teacher to take that class with.

On another happier note, i had an excellent christmas as i hope everyone else did as well.

I got:

A new mini laptop (dell inspiron mini) which i love!!!
like 5 shirts
chapstick
candles
bath salt
matrix shampoo/conditioner
piroutte (aka sex cookies for those of you remember my junior year obsession with these cookies lol)
new pair of boots
monopoly (apparently its an old fashioned special edition)
Electronic battleship (so sweet i love it)
Tinkerbell car mats.. hehehe
$50
Some Candy
Eyeliner

I also got a few movies:
Wall E
Transformers
Get Smart
Madagascar
The Dark Knight

My mom also gave a few presents to brett and i:
yahtzee
GPS! :-)

Brett gave me:
a sweater, tank, and a pair of undies i picked out hehe
a really cute ring with a heart shape in the middle filled with a ruby, its gorgeous :-)

I got brett a popcorn machine which looks like the movie theater style ones and it is SO awesome.. he loves it which makes me really happy :-)

It was a fun christmas but it was very strange because its the first year my brother hasnt been around and we opened presents much later than we usually do. i obviously didnt get a present from my brother since he is in ohio and JOBLESS still.. i think he may be coming home soon, but maybe not.. depends how the next few interviews he has go over. i hope for him they go well but i just dont think they are going to.. poor kid!!!

i am looking forward to a fresh start next semester, it will make me happy. I am taking one online class which should be interesting. I love taking online classes so much, they are so much easier for me to do and i always do way better in them for some reason...

ugh, need to retake a course.

SO i thought finals went well..

but apparently not well enough.. well, at least in business stats. its the only grade thats posted.

I got credit for the course with a D... however.. for the business program (since i am a business major).. i need to have a C- grade or above. Its a terrible, terrible feeling which absolutely sucks. So i have to (hopefully) retake it over the summer.. i just pray that it is offered.. i assume it is but who the hell even knows!

so that is kind of upsetting..

hopefully my accounting class final/project went way better so im at least passing.

shiiaat.

Oh well. whatever. ill probably learn the material with another prof. for business stats.

NOTE TO SELF: DO NOT EVER HAVE PROFESSOR EL TAHA EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!

hope everybody else did better on finals..

I miss my baby baby<3 :-(

1 final down, 3 finals to go.
Brett left yesterday for san diego, he landed there at 1:40 am this morning our time, poor thing. he had like a 3+ hour delay because of bad storms and they had to take an extra stop in dallas..

He has to pack kurt up and drive back home with him and as soon as he gets home he gets to pack himself up and move.. ha, another situation for poor brett.


Anyways, I've been slowly moving my stuff back to my mom's house because I didn't want to stay at the apartment alone, that is just sad and lonely and depressing.. ugh! its going to be so hard not living together anymore.. But we love each other and we are going to make it work of course. Being away just makes me realize how much i love him and how i love being with him all the time.. and how weird its going to be to not live together. even not doing anything together really but watching tv was fun because i was with him and thats all that matters.

I'm so so in love and I hope this never ends ever. :-)

I love Brett. he is my everythingggg<3

im all mushy cause i miss him lol..
I should probably stop putting off studying for my tests, gaaahh!

rearrange

We have to be out of our apartment by January 10.

Brett leaves for San Diego to help move Kurt back home on Monday, not sure exactly when he is going to be back yet. While he is gone, I plan on studying for my finals, packing up most of my stuff and getting it in boxes at least, and if i have time after everything is boxed up, start boxing up his stuff as well. My plan is to pretty much be moved out of here before Christmas so I'm not worrying about everything. Besides, I'm not going to want to be here alone the week he is gone either, that will just depress me ridiculous amounts. :-(

It's going to be weird when he gets back because all of his stuff will still be here and he will probably still be living here and I won't.. Unless i just stay here a few nights once he gets back anyways which I will probably end up doing, then again its going to be right before Christmas so. We will see how things play out.

it is going to be a weird change because we arent just moving out because of weird scenarios and looking to get right back in another place this time so it's probably going to be a longer stay at my parent's house which is gonna suck (further to work, further to school, unless i stay at bretts house on some of those nights..)

Everything is going to work itself out in the end though. I'm just not looking forward to moving again or packing. I've had my share for now.. At least back home we will be able to save money.. and who knows, we may see more of each other this way than we were before. Only time will tell. Once we have money saved up and a new plan, we can start looking at another place and everything will be awesome again. I can hardly wait.

For now, I just need to make it through finals next week.. AHHHHHH

(accounting and business statistics, please do not be the death of me...i will be oh so sad!)

:-(

Killing time i guess you could say.. :-P

So, my horrible terrible test that i got super upset over in accounting, i got a 47.5 on. About 20 points better than expected so thats pretty sweet haha.. It's an awful grade i know, but i mean considering i thought i was going to get a 25, i'm accepting of it because i didnt study as much of the material as i needed to.

I have to go see my accounting teacher tonight though during her office hours from 6:00-6:45 or whatever so she can discuss a project i sent in to her to get some feedback on and she sent me an email telling me that she can tell there is a lot confusing me right now so i am hoping to get some of that stuff cleared up. Little nervous though because teacher one on ones have always made me feell.. well.. somewhat awkward lol. She also said that she is announcing an extra credit opportunity tonight in class so i am excited about that as well because i'll be able to bring up my grade at least somewhat. :-)

More good news, the other class i was having trouble in, business stats, said since almost everyone in my class had at least one bad test grade, if we got a better grade on our final, he would throw out our lowest test grade and that final grade would take its place as well. So that is also some major bonus points for me, super excited for that as well..

YAY FOR OPPORTUNITIES TO REDEEM MYSELF AND MY GRADES!!! HOORAH, HOORAH!

Anyways, some more exciting things

I am super excited for christmas, i still have a little bit of shopping left but i am doing PRETTY well, so i am satisfied with that.

Aurora's 20th birthday was this past monday so i believe i am hanging out with her on saturday evening to celebrate.. she also gets full custody of ayden tomorrow which is another exciting thing so that will be another part of saturday's celebrating i think :-)

Brett and I have our 1 yr 11 mo. anniversary the only day i dont have a final during finals week.. tuesday , dec 16.. i thought that was pretty hilarious haha :-P

things are looking up. I've got a ton of stuff to get done for the end of the semester and am fairly stressed out but things are starting to look up. yay for teachers being understanding and willing to help out, makes me so very happy.