If you like it then you should of put a ring on it!

Oh.. and he DID!

On April 29th, Brett proposed to me.  We were at dinner at Walter's, and it was very, VERY romantic.. he is just the most wonderful person I have ever met and I love him to the ends of the Earth.  I am the luckiest girl in the world and he is all mine!!! he is my FIANCEE! we are ENGAGED!! we are going to be getting married! (in a while though, long engagement is agreed on ahahah)

I love him, and I love life..

AND I LOVE MY ROCK OF A RING!!

damn, does my man have good taste!!! :-D

Shawtyyy its your birfdaay (almost!)

It has been awhile.

Yes, I am almost 21, only a few more days now!!

I do have to attend a funeral the morning of for Brett's grandfather, which will be rather difficult.  He was a great man and he is missed dearly..  I love Brett's family and want to show my support for their loss.  I know it has been a struggle for them..

After the funeral, we will be heading over to Hollywood Slots in Bangor for an evening of playing slots machine and being ridiculous (AND MY FIRST LEGAL DRINKS)  which will be pretty friggin awesome! I am very excited for that.  I hope we are all able to move on from the funeral and celebrate my birthday along with the life that Brett's grandpa led.

On another note.. The semester is almost over as well!!  Only one week left of regular classes, then it is Finals week!!!

I have one final I have to actually go for at this point, which is my Marketing Research class for our last presentation.  My CRM class has our final presentation on Wednesday, 5/5, and afterwards my professor has invited everyone out for a drink to Great Lost Bear to celebrate!! I am TOTALLY going.. and I am super excited because 1) ill actually BE ABLE to drink and 2) MY PROFESSOR IS TOTALLY BUYING ME A BEER.  HOW AWESOME.  I LOVEEE ITTTT!!!

I am definitely going to be totally MIA this weekend because of work, class work, and funeral/birthday festitivities, so I am trying to get as much of my work done tonight/tomorrow as I possibly can so I do not have to stress about it over my birthday.  I want to have a clear mind, nothing to worry about!!!!

 I want to try to get as much as I can completed with assignments so I do not do my usually procrastination gig and get ridiculous amounts of work handed out to me at the end of the semester.  Just trying to get ahead and get done what has been assigned as it comes in so it is one less thing to worry about for me!  Hopefully that method will work out successfully for me :-P

On another note, since I work in the morning, I should probably get to bed.

Hope everyone has been doing well and doesnt get too stressed out for end of the semester! SUMMER IS ALMOST HERE.. just remember that!! <3

Life is too short to worry about things.  The important thing is to just be here in the now and enjoy the life you are living and everything you have.  Worrying is just a waste of time, and it is something I do all of the time.  I over think every movement, every motion, every word I speak...  It can be very annoying at times.

Sometimes, we just need to shut our brains off.. We need to not think, just do things the way we want to without calculating every possibility or every action we make.  Sometimes we just need to act on instinct!  I will learn... slowly, but surely, to not overcalculate every thing i say and do..

Live each moment for the present, not for the future, not for the past.. Live for NOW..  because now is the only thing that matters.. it is the only thing that is guarenteed to us.. Today is all we have :-)

Love life. :-)