I love seeing Foxy stand and look out the window on that chair. She acts like such a little guard dog.. it's just the funniest thing!! It totally brightens my day when I come home and see her little face pop out the window all excited to see me. I always thought eventually her excitement of seeing Brett and I when we got home would die down, but it hasn't one bit!! She's still just as excited when we come home as she has ever been... It's adorable.. I love my pup!

I heard from Aurora finally, and she officially has custody of Ayden now!! :-) I'm so happy for her, she's been waiting so long for it to finally happen and now all of her hard work has paid off!! He had his first birthday August 17th. I need to go buy him a birthday present!!! ahh! They are actually coming over to see me tonight around 4:00 since Brett is working int he back of the house today at Walter's doing dishessss :-P I'm so excited to see them!!! I am ecstatic.

I need two more books before I have all my books for class covered at USM. I'm so ready to be taking classes again, I miss having stuff like that to do.. I miss learning. I really do enjoy learning, it's fun to have all this knowledge and have people wonder where you have learned it or how you know those things. I love it :-).

I ordered a bunch of clothes online yesterday from Forever21.com and I cant wait for them to come in, got some really cute clothes!! :-) I'm debating if I want to get this jacket from Club 21 in Portland too. There is a brown plaid one and a green, black, white, and I think purple plaid one I really like. The brown one is 80 and the other one is 95 so I just have to decide which one I want more and which one I feel more comfortable spending that kind of money on. I'm definitely going to get one today though when I bring Brett into Walter's and I may stop at Target/the mall and do some returns or get some jeans at Pacsun since I have like "pac loot" or whatever it's called.

Hopefully tomorrow my parents are having lobster and steamers and I can't wait because I haven't had lobster all summer really!!!! :-) It will be sooo delicious, totally pumped.

I'm very happy with the direction my life is taking me right now. For once, I feel content and happy with who I am, what I will be doing with my life, what I'm going to school for, and the friends that I have surrounding me. Sure, Brett and I have our problems like any couple, but we aren't like any other couple I know either. He is my soul mate, I'm nearly positive. We have a life together now and I don't see that changing any time soon. I truly believe we were meant for each other and the love we share is perfect, quirky, ridiculous, funny, and beautiful in it's own special way and I wouldn't trade it for the world. Sure, I have stayed home and hung out with my baby instead of attending parties or making a fool out of myself, but it is so worth it. I don't really care to party much, I can drink with the friends I have and I don't even drink very often. I would rather spend my time with him, be safe, and be us then be being a stupid drunk (which I can very well be) not really knowing what I am doing. I'm a belligerent drunk sometimes and I know I don't know how to say no.

I've been black out drunk once at our old apartment when Drew and Jake had some friends over and that is one night I NEVER want to repeat.. EVER!!! That was bad.. lol.

Anyways, should go finish up some laundry and such :-).