God I am so repetitive sometimes.

I keep saying I am going to do stuff and I never do it.. like eat healthier, start working out again, and just feeling good about myself. To a certain degree I am getting better at like feeling better about myself.. but nothing else lol.

Mental health is a huge part of it of course, and I think that besides stress from school I am doing okay. I'm even managing my stress from school better than I thought I would.. for now. It's still early in the semester to tell so we'll see how things go from here.

I want to just start running or exercising or some combination of both every day just to try to build up some mental and physical strength and start losing weight. My goal is to lose 10-15 lbs, I don't really care how long it takes me (well by Christmas would be nice, or around there. I think that is a reasonable goal if I work at it). I do not want to feel the burn in my legs like I did Friday night from working a busy double though, that was terrible. I felt the burn so bad it took me over an hour to get to sleep that night and I had to wake up early Saturday morning and go back to work.. eeekk!

My brother was going to move to Ohio on Sunday but was not finished packing and since the weather was bad anyways because of hurricane Ike he just kind of pushed it off and I think might be leaving this weekend now or sometime during the week.. but.. WE'LL SEE!

I need to go pick up tip money at Walter's. That makes me happy :-)