ambitions, goals, desires..

So i have decided to cut out some things from my diet and i am sticking to it because boyfriend has to help me.

1. Only drinking water, going to cut soda out and try to drink only a little bit of milk. Tea is still allowed with an occasional hot chocolate.
2. Avoiding breads as much as possible along with pasta (which is extremely hard for me to do)
3. No red meat (i dont really eat red meat anyways i just think its icky..)
4. Basing my food intake on fresh fruits, veggies, nuts, salads, and cheerios, among a few other things.
5. No chips.

I'm hoping by summer I can change my eating habits and just have a healthier, more fitting lifestyle. I want to lose some weight, but its gotten to a point where I want more than to just lose weight for now, i want to keep it off and not feel guilty about what i eat.


Anyways, on to another note, lets change to a better tone.

Classes start tomorrow. I am taking:

• Managerial Accounting
• Business Statistics (retaking it because my grade wasnt good enough last semester.. balls..)
• Linguistics (online class)
  
• Philosophy
• Introduction to Marketing

Needless to say, I am super excited for everything almost, except business statistics... and if i have a good accounting professor, i should be good too.

I miss having an apartment. its just not the same.. i hate not being with brett all the time or knowing that he is just up the stairs if he isnt right there with me. it makes me so so sad :-(
I still see him all the time but i mean after knowing what its like to live with him it just isnt the same. Wish I could be with Foxy and my baby both at the same time.. its so hard not being able to be with both of them all the time. its going to be a lot harder once school starts back up because practically all my time is spent doing homework..' just to be able to see him and be around him im going to have to bring my homework to his house and work on it there which is better than not being wiht him at all but it still stinks we acnt just have time to be together.

By the way, our 2 year anniversary was on January 16, it was absolutely wonderful. and if we have made it together for 2 years, this obstacle will only test us and hopefully make our love stronger. I strongly believe we are at a point in our relationship now where we may have our disagreement slike always, but we will be okay in the long run and we will be better for it.

i love him with my whole heart.. in ways i never knew could possibly exist.. and its so nice for a change to know that he feels the same way, no matter how i look or act.. or what i say.. he loves ME for ME.. how could i possibly ask for anything more?.. he is everything i have always dreamed about and more.. <3