So lets see. I had an eventful weekend, but not in a good sense.

In not wanting to dwell on the past, Lost some friends who were pretty close but apparently werent that close after all. I made some mistakes, I have learned those mistakes, and have moved on; thats it. nothing more or nothing less to this situation. I chose to move on and simply not talk to these people anymore because I know they do not want to speak to me (though i am not sure I would want to speak to some again regardless of if they wanted to speak to me).

What doesnt kill you makes you stronger, and I am a better person for it.

Moving on from that, I had a pretty decent weekend with Brett. We just kind of hung out and had some quality time together which was really nice and fun. I love nights like that.

I got my own month by month gym membership to Pfit in westbrook which is a long ass drive but it is worth it because I feel a lot better at the end of the day after I have been to the gym; thats what is really important.

After the gym today I returned my books to USM and got 106 for like 5 books which was kind of ridiculous but should have been expected (i jsut wanted some immediate cash for shopping). I have two books left that they wouldnt take so ill try online or wait until next semester for those ones..

After that, we had a great shopping trip.. Went up to freeport and spent about an hour at the beadin path, then headed back to south portland and went to target, AC Moore, and the mall for a little bit. I got some hair stuff, some crimp beads rom AC moore that i needed, and two shirts from forever 21 which are both super super super cute so im excited about that :-)

I have plans tomorrow to go to lunch with Katie, who i havent really talked to in ages and I am really excited about that because we used to be best friends and i havent seen or talked to her in so long. We were so close and i totally miss that.. Im hoping maybe we can get a friendship kind of back on track, that would make me super super happy.. we were so close, its just such a shame to see the point we are at now!!

I am also hopign to have a girls night with lindsey and jess this week which I am in DIRE need of.. Gosh, i totally misss just hanging out with them and being our crazy selfs. good times, but i dont ant to always reminise, i want some now good time moments!! I am really hoping that ends up working out with them one night! :-P

I have a few extra shifts at Walter's this week since summer has started (hence my little summer burst of shopping, though i still need to buy a solid pink bikini..).. This week I am working weds-sat morning and am hoping to start going to the gym before work, then showering at the gym and heading to work so i can get a nice work out in. My goal is to go 5 days a week.. the times may be skewed every day, but my goal is mornings when i can.. if not mornings, then whenever i can get my ass there!!

had a great work out today.. can still feel the burn in my abs, oh jesus!! :-P

(Dear Bridget, thank you for getting me hooked on the gym again. Love, Kristen)